Life is a continual surprise. The minute you think you got things figured out, BAM!, it slaps you in the face with a dozy! Someone gets sick. Someone dies. Someone leaves. Someone new pops up. Someone old pops up. Your spouse decides to let pod people take them over. Or worse your parents start acting different, or they revert to old ways. I didn't say it was good or bad, just surprise. But we all get bored with the same ole same ole, so I guess its good to be surprised. I don't mind boring days, would prefer them really. Had enough busy to last a life time, but as someone I know so smartly pointed out to me one day, " Mandy your not dead yet." Some days it feels as if I am. No surprises, I can look at the life I am leading and know, it's going no where, it will be the same day in and day out, because it's not my life . Oh yes I chose it, but I don't decide what goes on in it. On those rare occasions that I do make a decision, it's repeatedly pointed out to me that my decisions are wrong or stupid or both. Its fun being me. I never know when I've done something right or wrong till I get my head bit off. Things you'd think would be alright never are and things you probly should get grief about you never do. Then there are days when you only breath and that's enough to be irritating. Yeah life is never dull. Guess its time I made some different choices.
Just thinking out loud for the world to see..........
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