Moods sift faster than twinkles in the night sky. From calm to hurricane in split seconds. Most days I realize what gets me in trouble and try desperately to avoid it. Here lately just breathing has been all I need to do. Things had gotten so much better, sssooo much better but now they are .........not. I am trying to watch everything I say and do to the best of my ability, so as not to  say or do anything wrong. Its hard, especially when I am just wrong from the get-go. Ever feel like the more you try to help the more you screw things up? That'd be me.
                   Just thinkin out loud for all the world to see......................