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             Ever have thought pop into your head and catch yourself saying," Where in Hades did that come from!!!???" because it's so absurd and far fetched that it couldn't possible happen, or could it? It started as a simple thought that keeps popping up from no where, for no reason, until you start to notice subtle changes around you. It will go away just long enough for you to laugh it off but then there it is again out of no where."Nnnooo." you say to yourself and then self says back,"oh really now, are you sure?" And you realize your imagination is running away with this thought. It has grown from a passing thought into a constant nagging thought." You are not immune, THIS could be going on.THIS could be happening to YOUR smug little self. After all wouldn't you deserve it.I mean really now.Take a good lllooonnnggg look at your life.Haven't you yourself been guilty of the same thing." Now the nagging thought has turned into a paranoid thought that won't go away. So you watch every little thing everybody does, wondering what if?" What if ? WHAT IF??????" "SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!! it's not true.", you scream back at Self but are you trying to convince you or Self . Self just laughs menacingly while smirking.Then you realize you have now reached paranoid delusions stage. Ever have a thought pop into your head and catch yourself saying," Where in Hades did that come from!!!???" .......just thinking out loud for all the world to see....