its all kinda of a blurr who are we what are we doing where are we going  why are we the way we are just a few things rolling around in the hollow spot on my shoulders no vacation this year it'll cost to much and what would be the point anyway its kinda like drinking its all still there when you get back only now you have less money than you did before said vacation and everything you didn't do while you where gone is still there so whats the point ah drinking escape into the bottle a little liquid vacation oh the fun your having floating in the bottle gee its nice to know the bottle is more of a help than me you presence was demanded and two days later you crawl in the bottle kinda says alot bout like the reaction to the last affair i'm still trying to comprehend that one oh i know "you just don't understand" your right i don't understand from where i sit its personal hers and none of your beeswax but that didn't stop the ears from turning red now apple crown its not like its a habit but it sure happens alot more than it every has oh well i'm just bitchin bout crap that well you know mountains molehills

     just thinking out loud for all the world to see