Ever heard the old saying the squeaky wheel gets the most oil? Just wondering. Do you know what it means? I wouldn't go as far as saying I am incapable of being the squeaky wheel but I prefer to leave that drama to others. Going along relatively quiet and muttling thru my own issues. It is very very very hard for me to ask for help, even when I desperately need it. I am of the school of thought that if something is right in front of your face then you can plainly see what needs to be taken care of...... but I am learning this is WRONG. There is always someone or something more important at the times I need help the most, which usually leaves me feeling like an ingrate for wanting help in the first place, so I push on and things either don't get done until I am more able or I give myself the "buckupthingsain'tbadquitbeingawussy" pep talk. Besides if there was a real need it would be obvious right? I mean it's obvious for everyone else so mine has to show to right? and then I'd get the oil too.? Yeah, well did I mention I'm also invisible. LOL seems that way anyway. Oh well, I'm squeaking........sorta........just a lil bit. eekeekeek No really I'm fine I don't need any help but thank you anyway.
..............just thinking out loud for all the world to see........
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