i try not to be petty, honest. but i am. selfish and petty. why  why does all this surprise me so much well surprise is the wrong word i guess kinda hurt would be more accurate, been here before so there is no surprise that i am here again.but it will all end and probly sooner than later and it won't end well no matter how hard i try to steer the crazies in the right direction. it will be loud vengeful and hurtful. people are SSSOOO VERY STUPID!!!!!!!!!they don't see what right in front of them actually i think they do they just don't care..........take and take and take some more but there is always someone that they will drop everything for without being asked to do so but it ain't for me.....they gripe and bitch about all the things other people don't and they are doing the VERY same things or not doing would be more to the point.i forget one thing and am made to feel guilty for forgetting.they say i'll do this for you to help out,unasked i think oh thank you that will help me so very much and then a week later what they volunteered to do is still undone. sorry just venting i know suck it up buttercup and get over myself but damn people get a clue i love you all i really do.
       just thinking out loud for all the world to see...........