Will be glad to see the backside of this month fading into the distance! Only good thing about its been birthdays. There have been deaths, anniversaries of deaths, arguments with friends, surgeries, sprained ankles, arguments with family, miscommunications, misunderstandings, general misery, and now everyone should be happy, the sun is shining and the heat has arrived! yea. I preferred the rain, but the people with flooded homes don't. Sorry for their destroyed possessions, but I was quite happy with the grey days. But its gone now.
I took the test for technical school, passed three of the four parts. Have to take algebra. Knew I would but I don't mind at least I'm moving down the road I chose. Terrified and incredible calm at the same time. I know that makes no sense but that's how I feel. You know how every now and then you absolutely know your doing something right? This would be one of those times. Amidst all this chaos, I have found my steady. Ever since I was diagnosed, I have looked at all aspects of life differently. I guess everyone questions why am I here, What is my purpose? This feels like mine. It seems like a way I can give back. A way I can help others. I don't mind how hard it will be( it's going to kick my butt!!!!!!), I feel like I will handle it. Should have done it 20 years ago but I wasn't the same person then and would not have done as well then as now.
Just thinking out for all the world to see...............
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