Thursday

                                      Why are goodbyes so hard? Especially to someone you don't even know? You aren't good for each other, you have lots in common and yet absolutely nothing in common. You just irritate each other, goodbye and good riddance should be easy, but something keeps saying don't let this person leave your life, don't lose their presence. It physically hurts to think of them not being somewhere in your life. Emotionally it is devastating. Complete and utter nothingness. A dull emptiness. But it is the only choice left to you, say goodbye and move forward, ever forward. Don't look back, never doubt, no regrets. Take what few memories there are. Take what little you learned.  Move forward. They will not miss you in their life, you weren't really a part of it anyway, more of an annoyance than a presence. Like that pesky itch you just can't quite reach, you notice it while it itches but once its gone you don't miss it or remember it. But such is life. And every moment is apart of living. Live learn die forget it all.
                                     Just thinking out loud for all the world to see..........