Looking in the mirror, the reflection that I see
I do not know the person looking back at me
She is a beauty to behold
Even though she is mostly old
But she is not the reflection
of which I used to know
She is deceitful
She is manipulative
She is a liar
She is a thief
What I want to know is what she did with me?
I would like to have me back
A ransom note for my return
A map that leads to were the body lies
Opportunity to morn
A formal introduction to the person reflected there
She is not the girl for whom all used to care
The identity she stole
The life she over ran
Is one she should give back
Then return from winch she came
The grief that she has caused
The lives that she has ruined
All the heartache she has wrought
Leaving me to pick up the pieces
of the life that I once knew
The damage she has done
Leaves deep scars upon my heart
The hurt she has inflected on the few
of whom I love is enough to make
me wish she would leave and NEVER return.
That one day I will look and be more than
happy to see she is gone and no reflection
Will I see
Just thinkin out loud for all the world to see...........
I'm not a poet & I know it. but what I do know is the person I wake up next to every morning is a beautiful, very unselfish, thoughtful, & yes she is smart too. She is also a God fearing human being that is intitled to a mistake every 15 years or so. She has been through Hell & back with a big portion my fault. Our family has been through the ringer & I could not go through life without her. To make a long story short, I love you very much Amandas Paige & you are not the person described above, You just made a BAD mistake & so have I. I just wanted you & all the world to know the person I know & married.
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