Life is insane. Once we think we have found the appropriate answers, darned if someone doesn't come along and change all the questions! Some days a body just can't seem to figure the ins and outs that will gets us where we need to be. I knew math was going to be hard. That is an understatement!!!!!!!!! It is brutal!!!! It feels like no matter how hard I concentrate or have often I practice the formulas they just WILL NOT penetrate this thick skull. It will not retain them for more than mere seconds. The rest of school is hard but I am tackling it with obtainability. Math seems out of my reach no matter how hard I try. With out the math, the rest is all for not, pointless. All the effort just wasted. All the inconvenience it has caused will have been for nothing. I have faced down a few challenges in my short life but I think this will beat me. It turns me into a blubbering mess, to the point of losing hope and giving up. Right now it is an enormous obstacle in the way of getting where I want to be and I just want to curl up in a ball and cry like a baby! This will not help me conquer math in any way or make me feel better but right now it is how&what I feel like doing. I will as always plug along giving it my best but this is one time when my best may not be good enough to accomplish the task at hand.
Just thinking out loud for all the world to see......
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